Red Roses for Corpus

Assignment for the day: PA for a re-reshoot (lol) and research for lakes near Corpus Christi. Interesting fact: Saxet Lakes is the most popular lake in Texas for dropping off bodies...

It's very strange being back, seeing everyone I knew, and reconnecting. But at the same time, most of them have moved on with life, and I don't fit very well there right now. Linda and Travis were quick to pick me up again as a friend, but I guess everyone is really busy at CCM, so it's a little harder. Idk. No pity parties, only hard work and affection for everyone :)

I've hijacked Diamond's desk, as she is ill this day, and have lightly decorated it with a red rose in a long slender red vase. With the lanterns, the effect is quite exquisite. I'm very ready for my own desk again, so I can cease this transient phase I'm in currently. It doesn't help the feeling of not quite belonging...

Perhaps I should stay out of it, but there seems to be a lot of strife going on in the subhouse. Basically, the clash of the Titans, Staff Associates vs. CCMers. It's technically CCM housing, but the Staff Associates have taken over and have been creating rules that seem mostly focused on the CCM ladies living there, like no ppl over without 24 hour notice, and they have to clean the kitchen, etc. It's frustrating to me because most of the SAs were with me for my undergrad years, and then I am a CCMer myself, those are my girls, so I'm rather caught in the middle, even though I don't even live there. *sigh* such is life I suppose...

So this is this morning's blog. I'll probably blog again later, when I'm finished with the shoot. So far, I have a lot of free time while having none, and it's kind of fun.

Ta-ta for now :)

~Char